No One To Talk To...

No one hurts better than me now I guess...

My good friend goes together with my boyfriend...What can I do?

I was thinking the whole night and morning...Just couldn't stop that...

Once I thought perhaps he will be back for me...

But he is with my friend now...BETRAYER !

It's my fault to not leave him earlier...And just continue lie to myself...

The message he sent to me last week...Every message is iLoveyOu...

Since when? His heart is no longer mine...

Just a loser...Pity loser...Lose to my cleverness...I knew this would happen...

And yet I just wait it to come and not doing anything...

At that moment I wanted to slap both of them...For betraying me...

Love...It just stop me from being cruel to both of them...

I'm a person who very care about friendship...That's why I couldn't hate them...

Those happy memories we've been through...I believe no one can sub you...

Your place in my heart...I was just lying to myself that you are still mine...

How you want me to face everyone? You left me alone...With another girl...

You should be happy I guess...Cause I'm the one who suffer...

From this moment onwards...I will curse you till both of you break up...

Go ahead if both of you really love each other...But if not...

Please take care of LOVE...It's very fragile...

Break easily...Just like glass...

So naive to think both of us really meant to be together...

End up I'm suffering...Every time I cry...The GOD cry with me too...

Don't worry...I believe he will treat me very well...

Although I'm not you...Can put me aside so easily with her...

One moment I really want to congrats you from my sincere heart...
What you said to me? You don't wish I tell anyone about that...

Do you mean that you want to remain the good man image in people's heart...

Not to tell anyone 1 that you abandoned me...

The girl you with now. said that she hate those who destroy other people's love...

Now she is the 1 who did this to me...If this isn't betray...What is it?

Both of you should know more than me...

WHY DON'T YOU TEL ME THE TRUTH MUCH MORE EARLIER ?!

Because if you told me...I will definitely let go...

No matter how suffer am I...I just couldn't think of any reason...

Such a liar ! You lie to me...The girl...

He could treat me like that...He will treat you like that too...

Since the girl is already someone who goes round and round within love...

She will soon leave you...Trust me...

So what I still couldn't let you go...I'm still staying in those memories...

But if I walk out 1 day...I would like to see both of you break up...

That day...I guess I already have my own happiness...

Last time to say that...I love you...Nixon Lim Jia Wan...
I will never forget what you did to me...Although I know you are not mine anymore...

And that girl..."Axxxxx"...You are still my friend...But I will blame you too...