Hate Myself...

Very moody now...I'm at my aunt house...
No one accompany me to talk...I was so alone and seems so unwanted...
I know they don't really welcome me...They show it on their face...

All of sudden I wanted to run away from here...

They dislike me...What for I'm staying here? I rather to stay home alone...

Tomorrow no matter what...I will stay at my home !

Actually I hate to go their home...But I have no choice...
There's nothing I can do...Besides ignoring them and don't care...

What I say now will be a damage in my mother's heart...

She will feel guilty for the decision made by her ages ago...
And my granny might not going anywhere again...
That's why I rather to shut the hell up...=(

This is already out of my bottom line...

Last one word...Tomorrow I'm staying home...=(