Rainning___♥

It's raining...All of sudden...I'm very down...

Don't feel like talking to anyone...Don't feel much hyper...

Christmas eve...Everyone is so joyful...
And I am all alone...No signs of happiness at all...

Some more feel like crying...No people accompany me...

Whenever I close my eyes and wanted to sleep...Something bothers me...

I thought everything is just a dream...And wanted to wake up...

Undeniable...I cannot TOTALLY forget about him...
Now he is going through how my pain was...Pity him...
Wanted to help him from my heart...But he still doesn't want to face me...

Blame ? I no longer blame him...I understand I cannot blame all to him...

He is just a passer-by in my life...That's why I shouldn't stay there...

Too much drama...Complicate...How ? What to do?